Here I am lying on the bed at night thinking of you. I'm lying next to my mum in a Hard Rock hotel room and I can't sleep. why? I have no answer either. After knowing all the things you've done for me makes me feel touched.. But it's not a good enough reason for me to indulge in happiness that I do not deserve. You're back. I don't know if I should be happy or sad.

Desperately typing my thoughts from my mum's phone.