Confused Cynic.

Sometimes I wish you actually think about what you say before you actually say it. I have a countless list of the things I love you for and only 1 which actually repels me from you -- Hypocrisy. I have always blamed myself for being not good enough until one person told me it wasn't my fault. Maybe it really isn't, but i guess enough is enough. I still love you, my dearest friend.

I really hate how someone is able to go into your mind and manipulate all your thoughts. Making you from confidence 100% to a pathetic zero. Or making you feel like as thou you're falling down a bottomless pit. Its depressing, really. Apparently i think its alright for others to put you down as long as you don't put yourself down.

Its a weird theory all together tho its worth the thought.

Sometimes i feel like I'm always "okay" too much. I'm always doing all the things that i don't want people to do to me. Yes i'm freaking afraid of karma because i've been hit by that a few times already. Oh gawd what's with me today. Why are all these useless thoughts circulating my already-fatigued-brain.?!?!?!?!

I'm feeling way insecure now.

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS MAKE MY LEGS LIKE JELLY AND FEEL I'M AN AWFUL PERSON?!

Shereen Teo, You're way stronger than this.

You're one tough bitch.

What in the world happened to that?!

SMILE. SMILE SMILE AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.

GAWD DAMN IT.

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OK OK WHATEVER.

currently @ WCP starbucks now.

Can't believe that I think Starbucks is overrated yet i'm drinking it right.

Once in a while ok la. Spend too much $$$$$ on STAR$$$$$ is like blending your money with milk and chocolate chips and drinking it down in a plastic cup that's not even biodegradable.

YA DA YA DA YA DA. I'm going back to studying why the protestants hate the catholics and vice versa now.

Bye.

XXXX, one insecure confused bitch.